من بہر جمعیتے نالاں
شدم
I
wept in each and every assembly
جفت خشحالان و بدحالاں شدم
Spent time with good and bad mannered people
ہر کسے از زن خود شدیار من
Each of them befriends me according to their understanding
وز درون من نہ جست اسرارمن
And could not comprehend the secrets of my heart
The
effects of pains of the lover and seeker must be felt on others but people just
understand that he has been in some distress or in any problem. Some who are
more empathizers are those who relate my situation with theirs i.e. he might be
facing the similar problem as I am
facing like his wife may be died or he may be ill or troubled by consistent
poverty or deceived by women etc. But nobody understands what I am feeling in
my heart i.e. internally and nobody is aware of that. Hence rooh states that my
distress and crying are no secret to anyone and I am was with all kind of
persons good and bad and they feel that I am in problem and also commiserate
with me as per their understanding of my pain. But the reality of pain I am
feeling is the desire for the nearness of Allah, which no one understands.
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